tired.. tired.. sooooo tired. i know i have been spending so much of life thinking 'when this happens then i will do this.. ' but somewhere deep down i know, 'that' tomorrow never comes. its just a different tomorrow. quite unplanned, quite disconcerting. sometimes the shock makes you weep, sometimes there's no shock, the tomorrow just sneaks up on you, inch by inch, and one fine morning you find you are stuck in the quicksand. sinking.. Tired tired tired.. Just soooo tired.