the same reactions - bewilderment, dismay, anger, helplessnes , frustration, .. fury?
i don't know what to feel anymore. or say.
i don't think the numbers matter, or the absurd coverage.
whats awful, is that the only allowable term for mass murders, used to be called 'war' between 'sides' throughout millenia. It was in war, that you could kill germans, burn witches, guerrila attack us terrorists. There was a side you chose, and you killed the other side. Sure there was collateral damage. But there were sides.
It is no longer so. because there are no sides. we just have hooligans, sure they invoke their dear damned religion, and but at the end of the day, they are a bunch of trigger happy hooligans. Of course, they are trying hard to hide that, and to create sides, and i guess succeeding.
I'm on the fence as usual. Maybe by the end of their antics, they will manage to firmly create the sides. Then we can all live happily, hating the other side. Maybe I'll also end up falling to one side.
And then again, maybe I won't.